Chapter Five -Answers and finalities
Lori came in to her dorm room after what had seemed to be a never ending day. She had gone to classes, after settling herself down from seeing Megan, and then spent most of the after school studying in the library that was a large building near the chapel.
Now she was just feeling the effects of lack of sleep, and the sadness that punctuated it.
Through half open eyes, she saw it was past ten at night. She had only stopped to eat, than quickly started studying again. Some would call it avoidance It was all she could think of doing to quell her sadness, and to get her mind off of thinking on Megan. It was working, but it made her feel more tired.
She threw her books on the desk with a loud bang, and began to strip off her uniform she had been wearing for hours. All she wanted now, was to hide in her bed and try to get some sleep.
A knock came at her door, and she turned. She thought it might be Tabby checking in on her. Lori had not seen her since she ran off earlier in the day, and that is probably why the girl was going to peek in on her She called out for Tabby to come in, knowing that her friend would feel better if she just talked to her for a bit.
The door swung open but it turned out not to be Tabby that had been knocking at the door. The person that had been on the other side was Megan.
The girl looked at Lori, a look of sheer sadness wracked her face, as her eyes locked with her’s. Her normally smiling face was a mask of pain and anguish, as she stared longingly at Lori.
" Before you tell me to leave...Please..." Began the girl, her voce holding back tears. " I want a chance to explain things... you never give me that chance."
Lori stood there, staring at the girl. She had heard the words, but could not come up with what to say. Her mind battled between letting Megan explain, and the urge to force the girl to leave her alone. She took a breath in, and nodded, hoping she would not regret agreeing to let the beautiful tall girl say what she wanted to, but her heart was now pumping hard against her chest walls.
Megan stepped in, and closed the door behind herself. She turned back and looked at Lori, noting that the bright blue eyes of the small girl were very doleful looking. The hurt so evident in even the blonde girl’s posture.
Lori stood there, wetting her lips nervously, as she fiddled with the corner of her blazer. Megan took one last long breath, and made eye contact.
" I did not tell you right off that I was leaving, because I was so very sad at having to leave..." She started. " My Mom and Dad made the decision to send me to school in France rather suddenly...and said that I had to go..Saying ‘It would be the best thing’..."
" They did?" Asked Lori, surprised to hear this little bit of news.
Megan nodded, her eyes filling with tears that she had been holding in for so very long.
" I was shocked... and I knew that I had to break up with you... I would never want a long distance relations... they don’t work. They only hurt... and I never want that type of hurt for you..." She gasped a little as the words flowed out. " I love you too much for any of that."
Lori nodded, understanding fully why Megan had not said anything, that was so very clear now. Megan had done that out of love for her, and to hide her own pain, witch Megan now was letting out.
Even though it might have been the wrong way to do it, Lori understood, and knew that she might have done exact thing. Right then, she loved the dark haired girl even more than she had, and that made the girl’s leaving to become that much more hard to take
" When?" Was the question out of the Lori’s mouth, hesitating to actually asking it.
Megan wiped away a tear, and stood up a little straighter. She knew that Lori needed to hear it all..
" My parents made that decision a week or so ago, and told me to ask to write all of my final tests early..." She said, then pausing as a tear came into the tall girl’s dark eyes. " I start them tomorrow afternoon... because I leave in ten days."
" But... why are they doing this? You have gone to haven all of your school life..." Asked the blond girl, her eyes welling up with tears, now fully understanding the situation.
The girl with the short hair-do bowed her head, her body language showing a air of pain with her next words.
" I think I know why ..." Megan said. " I confronted them, and finally told them that I was a lesbian when we were vacationing in France at Christmas break... I thought it was a good time to do it... I have known for years that I was ‘different’, but was afraid to actually come out and say it." She frowned. " I guess it was the wrong decision, and losing the one that I love was the end result."
Lori bowed her head, as the girl’s explanation made her heart drop even more.
" Is there nothing you could do or say to change their minds?" The girl half pleaded, her eyes somberly looking right at Megan. " Did you tell them about me?"
" The would not listen any longer after I told them...I stopped going that far. I thought they were trying to accept it... they usually fall silent for awhile until they think things through. I was going to wait for them to come to grips, guess they were thinking otherwise." Megan said, her voice wavering.
" Nothing you can do about it, I guess..." Said Lori, trying to console her lover.
" I have to do this... I have no choice in the matter... I tried to tell them about my feelings for you, after they told me about the school in France, but they were not going to have it...saying that a ‘new school’ would help me change things... and help me make choices better."
" Then... you have no choice." Said Lori, tears flowing down her delicate cheekbones. " I understand."
" Yeah!" Megan said, her own eyes filling with large tears. " We are all moving there too, so I won’t be back until I finish University over there at least. Dad already has many companies in France anyway, and he said that it would be good for us all."
The two fell silent for a while, both just looking at one another, mirroring the feeling of total sadness their hearts held. The time clicked by, as the silence was the only thing either one of them could give the other.
Lori rushed into Megan, throwing her arms around her and burrowing her tear streaked face into the girl’s breasts. The taller girl began sobbing too, reflexively wrapping herself around the girl, tears flowed hard down her cheeks. For a long time, they simply stood there crying together.
The two girls soon looked up at one another, staring into one another’s eyes. Their tears abating a little.
" Then you will start your finals early then?"
" Tomorrow... I leave in ten days..." Choked out Megan, holding the girl tightly. She looked down at the girl, and smiled through tears. " Don’t ever forget I love you...Please..."
" I won’t... as long as you also remember that I love you too..." Lori said, gripping the taller girl’s body snugly. " Even though I was so damned angry at you, I admit... know I love you like no one else "
Megan looked longing into the now very bright blues of the girl, a longing was settling in her eyes with a shining glow. She brushed a loose strand of blonde hair from Lori’s face with a gentle touch.
" Would you.... spend one more night with me? " Megan asked with a small nervous smile, actually blushing. " I know it is a moot point, but I want that last memory to be of us expressing our love, not of having to explain everything to you and leaving it like that."
Lori’s answer was clear, as she threw her head up and kiss the girl passionately, her arms clasping the taller gal to her so very tightly. Megan ran her hands through the long locks of Lori, her kiss was passion driven too, all through their mutual tears.
The two started to pull off one another’s cloths, throwing each article helter skelter around the room as the hurried to the bed in the corner, their lips hardly stopped on one another, as if they were emotionally trying to devour one another. They hungered for one another.
Finally naked, the girls slid on to the bed, their tears flowing slightly as the held their bodies against one another, drinking in the feeling of one another. Their hands roamed over one another, even their sense of touch was heightened in yearning, wanting to record this moment for all eternity in their hearts and minds.
Lori was the one who was on top, and she took full advantage of the situation right off. She started to nibble lightly on Megan’s neck, barely touching the skin with each nip. Megan gasped and squirmed, as she rubbed the girl’s sides. When Lori’s hands began to caress her excitement engorges breasts, all she could do was groan with sheer delight.
The blonde girl trailed her self down the lean form of her partner. She stopped to lavish kisses and play-bites on the now very sensitive nipples, her one hand now trailing down the pelvis that was trembling with anticipation.
" Feel me... I feel you..." Gasped Megan, as this was the most intense she had ever felt Lori be, and she was in ecstacy.
Lori touched the quivering skin of the outer labia, feeling the soft slickness Megan’s body was oozing so freely. She dove a finger in slightly, relishing the velvet feelings of the girl’s inner sanctum around her digit.
" I feel..." She whispered, letting her mouth up for a moment, then diving in to lavish love on the bosoms again.
" Please..." Megan said in a gasping plea, as this forceful side of Lori’s was sending her to new heights of pleasures. " More..."
The small girl pushed two fingers in Megan’s wetness, reaching them deeper inside with each movement, her thumb now working the little love button at the same time. Megan threw her legs open as wide as they could go, as she felt the pleasure shockwaves of Lori’s manipulations course through her. She found her hips moving in sync with the girl’s hand, and she knew that she was in the hands of someone that truly loved her.
Megan moved her hand to squeeze one of Lori’s full breasts, reveling in the heat that the skin was giving off. She felt the short girl moan, as her breast was still in her mouth. Lori responded by flicking Megan’s pussy nub with her thumb, and causing a large pre-orgasm spasm to rock the short haired girl.
The blond slipped lower after a few loving minutes, and replaced her fingers with her tongue on the swollen folds of the girl. She did rings around the protruding clitoris, tasting the intoxicating sweetness that was Megan and relishing every drop her tongue caught. Lori could feel the girl shake and twitch, as her work had made a hard orgasm flood Megan. Continuing with loving precision, she knew the girl had many more where that came from.
Megan was soon awash with orgasms, having eight in succession all in the span of a few minutes. Megan was glistening with sweat, her passions now ignited to their fullest. She wanted to now satisfy the girl too, and with a smile, put a plan into her mind, wanting to also bring Lori the exact pleasure she was getting.
She suddenly flipped the young girl on her back and opened her legs with a soft push. She looked down at the small patch of wheat colored hair that did not hide the now dripping clit of the girl.
" My turn.." She said coyly, diving in.
Lori gasped, as gentle kisses were administered to the outer parts of her labia with great fervor. She could feel the tongue of her tall girl lapping her with such preciseness, her body shivered with the extremeness of sensations that light up her very being. The girl really knew just where to get her, and she was more than grateful of that.
The lovely tall girl expertly incorporated her finger deeply into Lori’s now fully excited cunny, and between tongue and digit, was sending the blonde girl into nirvana with it. She could feel the first orgasm building already inside Lori’s body, and knew that she could pull every last one out of her... as usual. She closed her eyes, and began to make sure that last night with Lori would be one to remember for all time.
Panting and squirming, Lori felt as if she was on fire, five orgasms shot through Lori in rapid progression. They were so large, that Lori was being reduced to almost babbling as the pleasure factor was so great. With the sixth one subsiding in her, she decided to end this thing in a big way.
She pushed the girl out from between her legs, and rolled her on her back. She kissed the girl, tasting her own cunt on her lips, exciting her even more than she had been. She rolled downwards and knelt between Megan’s splayed legs. She angled herself so her own legs were over one leg, and the other leg she slid under. She let herself down, mashing their cunts together as her lover watched with anticipation.
" Oh god." Megan said, as her cunt lips were touching Lori’s now. She threw her head back and nearly screamed. " Make love to me!!!."
Lori smiled, and began to mash her cunny against Megan’s. The long lean girl began to buck, also grinding her pussy up to meet the blonde’s perfect beaver. Both girls felt the shivers of the explosive pleasures, as they ground their pussys in a frenzy that was the most intense ever, and all of it climbed to heights unknown by either one of them
The two gasped and started to moan in unison, the two wet pussys grinding and humping together like crazy. Their eyes were locked together, watching the other’s building orgasm on their faces, the smell of their sex filling the room and heightening the excitement with its scent. Flashing their hips together with passion, they continued their love making and racing to their final climaxes.
Almost as one, the two suddenly started to violently mash their pussys together, their orgasm coming over them. Megan cried out, as her’s flooded every inch of her and made every muscle of her twitch in pure ecstacy as her orgasm shot from her very soul. Lori made a low groaning sound as her own climax rocked her from deep inside of her body, matching her lovers intensity. They could feel their pussy juices and sweat mixing and all of it made the sensations that much more intense, as it drenched them, their bed and everything. They just went with it all, the orgasms now their master.
In one glorious cry, the two let out a soul-shattering cry of release, as the last of the orgasm took them over at the exact same moment.
With their final orgasm now ebbing away, the two re-situated themselves to lay side by side on Lori’s bed. Sweaty and satisfied, they layed holding on another in the afterglow.
" That... was incredible..." Commented Lori, panting heavily as her skin was tinged pink with the exertions.
" That it was..." Beamed Megan, then her face went sad. " It’s the last time for us..."
Lori felt the sadness overtake her. She squeezed the girl tightly, knowing that because of Megan’s taking the finals in such a short time period... then leaving... it would be the last time for them.
" Just stay the whole night with me... lets just make the best of our time together." She cooed, kissing Megan’s sweat glistening breast. " We need to make our love last in our hearts."
" I intend to... " She said. " Memories don’t come, they are made. We need to make them... even if it is for the last time."
" Write to me, won’t you?"
" I will..." Megan said, then sighed. " As much as I can."
Lori snuggled into the girl even tighter than what she was, knowing that the statement was true. This was there last time to be one with each other They layed still together, never wanting to release one another, but knowing, this was the last time. Lori’s heart knew this, even though she hoped that it might not have been.
As the two lovers continued say good by in the most intimate way possible, the clock was reading one in the morning. A little less time to say goodby, a long time to try.